I don't know what's wrong, but I always come to your blog as a way of trying to cheer me up. It's so unlike you to act this way, and I'm worried. You've read from my blog that I'm not doing well emotionally myself, but as someone who is suffering as well, I can listen, if not fully understand.
I like the fun, witty and no-holds-barred Lakota I've come to know. I wish there was something I could do to help if you're not feelin' too good right now.
You know we're all here for you, through the good and the bad, right?
I iz dumbass... even more so than i thought. which is okay because now it all becomes ironic black comedy. Don't mind me - i have the most bizarre sense of humor on the planet.
IP-sweets, I promise I'll be all better soon. And even if I'm not - I'll have all the proper masks in place once again and faking it with the best of them. It's what I do. I'm very good at it.
Expect lots of fucking incredible music - i like to scream to the tunes. This one is awesome. You can play it when you spank me ~wink~
Thanks REH - i tried to minimize the spurting of blood all over the place so I didn't stop by. Don't have your email btw or i woulda let you know i'm okay. I'll be by to play with you soon - i need my goodnight kisses again. ~smooch~
LP, PLEASE stop being so hard on yourself...so you got something mixed up? big deal, maybe you got mixed signals, or wrong information...and we can never know where someone else is at.....and the most couragous people are the ones that live without masks, so if you took yours of, you were being coragous, and if they didnt respond the way you wanted, at least you were honest. A few months ago i made a total idiot of myself with someone, beat myself up over it for ages...but i have come to forgive myself, and see that it was just a simple mistake.
Thanks Engima-heart... but honestly, if i could turn back time - i'd keep my mouth shut and not cross the line to revealing more than i should. and i can say i'll never let it happen again but that would be such a lie. I have a terrible problem with ill timed confessions. I can't seem to learn the lesson that people really really do not want to know what is going on in your head, especially if you're a nutcase like me. And I can't say I blame 'em on little bit. I'll be back to my wacky normal self in no time i promise. This isn't the first time my stoopidity has cost me something dear nor will it be the last.
If It cost you something dear, they wernt for you in the first place...that is what I have learnt.And believe it or not, i,m probably more a nutter than you(if possible)and have lived a life that reads like a bad Jackie collins novel, and done things that you wouldnt believe..and the people close to me, that know about it, accept me fully, and love me more for it...so dear girl,again, if you feel you have lost something by being yourself, and expressing yourself in the long run it probably wasnt worth it.And unless we show ourselves sometimes, how on earth can we know who the people that are interested in us are? Having said that I know it hurts ((((hugs))))) And take the dumbass thing off! thats an order.
~sigh~ everything you say makes sense E-heart and i'm going to sound trite saying "but you don't understand"... of course you don't understand. i've been speaking in cryptics to try and protect the innocent. And that ain't me. Doesn't matter anymore anyway. He totally hates my guts by now and that's probably for the best.
I do friends really well. Even friends with bennies. I don't do anything that involves more. Not anymore. I suck at it. But you know what - that's okay. I don't buy into that whole woman must have mate to be validated bullshit anyway.
Petal, i probably understand more than what you know...and its probably very similar to what i went through.If I can help in any way...please let me know.
you may sight me anytime Peter Onion Breath. I likey onions muchly. Am mucho in awe of your writing. Damn - with you and Paula and Master Ozy hanging out over here I feel like there's some real class in the joint. ~wink~
errrr... no offense fellow classless peons. ~smooches~
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I don't know what's wrong, but I always come to your blog as a way of trying to cheer me up. It's so unlike you to act this way, and I'm worried. You've read from my blog that I'm not doing well emotionally myself, but as someone who is suffering as well, I can listen, if not fully understand.
You know my e-mail address.
I dunno what's exactly going on either, but your playing my song :D
Yeah, I'm with the previous commenters.
I like the fun, witty and no-holds-barred Lakota I've come to know. I wish there was something I could do to help if you're not feelin' too good right now.
You know we're all here for you, through the good and the bad, right?
I iz dumbass...
even more so than i thought. which is okay because now it all becomes ironic black comedy. Don't mind me - i have the most bizarre sense of humor on the planet.
IP-sweets, I promise I'll be all better soon. And even if I'm not - I'll have all the proper masks in place once again and faking it with the best of them. It's what I do. I'm very good at it.
Expect lots of fucking incredible music - i like to scream to the tunes. This one is awesome. You can play it when you spank me ~wink~
Thanks REH - i tried to minimize the spurting of blood all over the place so I didn't stop by. Don't have your email btw or i woulda let you know i'm okay. I'll be by to play with you soon - i need my goodnight kisses again. ~smooch~
LP, PLEASE stop being so hard on yourself...so you got something mixed up? big deal, maybe you got mixed signals, or wrong information...and we can never know where someone else is at.....and the most couragous people are the ones that live without masks, so if you took yours of, you were being coragous, and if they didnt respond the way you wanted, at least you were honest.
A few months ago i made a total idiot of myself with someone, beat myself up over it for ages...but i have come to forgive myself, and see that it was just a simple mistake.
Thanks Engima-heart...
but honestly, if i could turn back time - i'd keep my mouth shut and not cross the line to revealing more than i should. and i can say i'll never let it happen again but that would be such a lie. I have a terrible problem with ill timed confessions. I can't seem to learn the lesson that people really really do not want to know what is going on in your head, especially if you're a nutcase like me. And I can't say I blame 'em on little bit. I'll be back to my wacky normal self in no time i promise. This isn't the first time my stoopidity has cost me something dear nor will it be the last.
If It cost you something dear, they wernt for you in the first place...that is what I have learnt.And believe it or not, i,m probably more a nutter than you(if possible)and have lived a life that reads like a bad Jackie collins novel, and done things that you wouldnt believe..and the people close to me, that know about it, accept me fully, and love me more for it...so dear girl,again, if you feel you have lost something by being yourself, and expressing yourself in the long run it probably wasnt worth it.And unless we show ourselves sometimes, how on earth can we know who the people that are interested in us are?
Having said that I know it hurts ((((hugs)))))
And take the dumbass thing off! thats an order.
~sigh~ everything you say makes sense E-heart and i'm going to sound trite saying "but you don't understand"... of course you don't understand. i've been speaking in cryptics to try and protect the innocent. And that ain't me.
Doesn't matter anymore anyway. He totally hates my guts by now and that's probably for the best.
I do friends really well. Even friends with bennies. I don't do anything that involves more. Not anymore. I suck at it.
But you know what - that's okay. I don't buy into that whole woman must have mate to be validated bullshit anyway.
Petal, i probably understand more than what you know...and its probably very similar to what i went through.If I can help in any way...please let me know.
thanks hon. your support these last few days has been precious and quite helpful. I adore you for it.
Us mercury ruled people have to stick together.
truth that.
This is a beautiful picture. I knew there was a reason I am interested in jesters.
But where is the baubel, so that the king can cry "Off With its Head!"?
Do you mind if I come visit this sight more often?
you may sight me anytime Peter Onion Breath. I likey onions muchly. Am mucho in awe of your writing. Damn - with you and Paula and Master Ozy hanging out over here I feel like there's some real class in the joint. ~wink~
errrr... no offense fellow classless peons. ~smooches~
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