Sunday, March 16

When People See too Much

Two of my blog readers, IP and Jilly, have been with me almost from the beginning and hung in there through thick and thin, through various spurts of dramatic antics, watching me get kicked out of blog after blog and raise all kinds of hell.

Today I saw someone make reference to psychotic fuckers. I may be off base, because you know of course i'm the center of my own universe but i'm a little afraid the person may have meant me. Which just about broke my heart. I don't think I've done anything to earn quite that level of anomosity. I hope it wasn't meant as a message to me.

Then I saw the Iron Pugilist wrote a poem for me.
Beautiful.
Tragic.
And makes me want to go crawl in a hole and cry.
A lovely gift IP. Quite the poetic talent you have there.

love you all
Lakota

12 comments:

cathouse teri said...

I had to come see who Iron Pugilist was talking about. I see you are well deserving of his thoughtfulness.

Anonymous said...

I hate when folks let folks get them down. Well I hope that whoever said that gets ear mites, or dry rough elbows or something.
Smile sxy girl and don't let others tell you how to feel.

Mike said...

Yea, what sage said.

They're just jealous cuz they wish their girlfriend was hot like you ;)

L.P. said...

thanks for coming by Cat. He's the best isn't he?

I'm fine Master Sage and maybe he wasn't talking 'bout me at all. I keep telling myself that. ~wink~
I just need to do some creative RL things for a few days. It's all good. I swear. Just this afternoon I kicked writing ass. Cuz I rock.

Smooches Mike and that's sweet but I have no doubt this person could have the hottest girl in the house if he wanted. Just saying. ~sigh~
The nice thing is that being blue is WONDERFUL for creativity. ~wink~

Anonymous said...

You have selfanalysed well, it takes a certain egocentrickery to be Lakota. Why would anyone refer to you as psychotic?

L.P. said...

Was that sarcasm GingaPaul?
Honestly I don't think i'm psycho - flaky, yeah. That comes with being emotional volatile. Annoying as hell to be honest. I do try to protect people from that, and work very very hard to stay tapdancing on the wire.

James said...

Rule #1, Lakota: Don't trust anyone with whom you haven't had ten coffees, face to face.

Converse: Don't believe in anyone with whom... (you see where this is going)

L.P. said...

Probably the best advice i've had in a long time James. Thanks. ~sigh~

Jill said...

You know that at first, I was not the most cooperative, but now, I know I can have fun with you!
Those persons that kick you out of their blogs just are people with stick up their ass, not able to change!
They don't know what they are missing! And what the fun they are missing!

L.P. said...

Doesn't really matter my sweet Jilly-girl. And I love the pretend -love/hate relationship you and I have. Who else can i call a cunt these days? ~sad sigh~
All my cunty readers have fled.
And left the tasty mens behind!

Jill said...

Youppi! I'm the First Cunt!
Ok, I think I'm getting tired!

L.P. said...

~grin~ As soon as i started lurking on your site i felt right at home oh Evyl-one. I'm delighted you followed the breadcrumbs here. Since I've had my ass kicked off numerous blogs, I do try to be sensative about where and how I impose myself. Not so much the blog owners that get resentful but the readers. ~shrug~

I think I'm starting to grow on some of them though. ~wink~